For 8 years i have been blessed with one of the most precious gifts that could ever be given by God. God gave me a guardian angel.

I had the most wonderful angel, kind obedient to whatever i wanted, (only when it was good for me!) and always had these eyes that seemed to welcome me for comfort. My guardian angel always went out with me late at night. I still remember taking walks around the yard with my angel! He was the most perfect angel too!



Sadly my little angel received a letter from God to go back to heaven to help herd the lambs up there! He was a wonderful herder! He never seemed to mind going around Me and my siblings at parks, or go with my little sisters to get the mail or take them for walks around the neighborhood.


My angels name was Murphy. Murphy said goodbye to us on the 15 of September at about 5:00 pm.

 I miss my little angel oh too much! My angel said i would see him again very soon! He told me how much i would love heaven! He said there were many horses to ride, and take care of. My angel went home crying, because he saw us pained by his leaving. I know as my precious angel entered those pearly gates of heaven God welcomed him with a hug, and said "Well done little angel!", "See how much joy you gave my children!"And Murphy just looked down at us and smiled, knowing we loved him and how eager we were to see him and feel his soft kisses and sweet doggy hugs.


I don't have any pictures f my angel but this one. Murphy is in his normal place in pictures......off in the background watching over us.....




                                                                 


My angel was buried that night, his earthly form staying with us. I found a poem online that feels like something Murphy wanted for me to see,  as the comfort he always wanted me to have.



                                    Do not stand at my grave and weep.
                                    I am not there, I do not sleep.
                                    I am a thousand winds that blow,
                                    I am the diamond glints on snow.
                                    I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
                                    I am the gentle autumn's rain.
                                   When you awaken in the morning's hush,
                                    I am the swift uplifting rush
                                   of quiet birds in circled flight.
                                    I am the stars that shine at night.
                                   Do not stand at my grave and cry,
                                    I am not there, I did not die...

When my parents buried my Angel, i couldn't stay and watch that wretched dirt cover him, I couldn't stand seeing my Angel for the last time, until heaven. But heaven seemed like a forever away. my daddy told me and my siblings he would bury our angel. We didn't need to see his beautiful and loving fur that had been the place for my tear bearing eyes get blanketed with dirt. I left my angel in that horrible hole in the ground. As i walked away, i turned to see my best friend being buried. ......One last time i wanted to hug him!, one last time burying my fingers in his fur!, One last time to throw the ball to him, or whistle and watch him run into my arms, or watch his sister mindi bury her nose in his fur, and brush his soft fur, and kiss his nose! All i wanted as i saw that first shovel of dirt fall on my best friend.......was to hold him one last time...........................


All i can do lately is think about my loss. any free time i have i think about it. My angels leaving.......................i know i will be able to hug him, hold him, kiss him, brush him, hold him, and play fetch with my angel again soon!


I had the best angel anyone could ever ask for. It is the second best gift my Father has given me! My family is the second best gift he has given me! My angel was my best friend and my family, i loved him more than anything on this world.

these are just some random old pics i found on my dads computer...........

 

My dad being himself...WEIRD!




our old bunnies







a pic of me last easter.





We were on our way to Ten. going seventy mph, when alaina stuck her head out the widow when....................








anyway just random pics!